02052013

You don't understand what's going on there.....And you don't even understand my thinking,i had tried to explain to you,but you still the same,you don't understand,until sometimes i felt tired to explain to you anymore,it's very tiring you know??Sometimes i choose to be silently doesn't meant that i don't willing to tell you but because of i know you won't understand what i'm trying to explain to you,i don't to make the relationship between us become more worse....
I'm very appreciate you as my family,as my mum...Yes!of cause i'm so love you but doesn't meant that i don't have my own opinion in everything.....I live for myself and try the best for my ow future of cause...I know you just want to see all of us success but please don't try to control all that,don't try to control us where we have to go....Sometimes maybe you're right but sometimes you're not,everything have to be try,and if you keep controlling it's just will be more stress on me.....

Ya,i confess that i'm very playful,but doesn't meant that i'm not responsible,i just don't want to make myself stress and spoiled all the things that i'm doing......Doing a work without stress is better than everthing....maybe it would become better but not perfect,nothing is perfect.......But..at least i had tried to do the best and produce the best....Everything...we have to understand it deeply....don't only judge a book by that cover.....because not everyone would show their achievement,so please just observe it deeply.....Don't try to complaint on what people had done without understanding everything.....  

对妈妈说的话

妈~~我告诉你，有些人真的不值得你去为他伤心，过去了就让他过去吧，我知道你还是放不下，毕竟是那么多年的朋友，一定有很深的感情，但你要相信你自己，你一定可以把那些不愉快的给忘记掉，有时候我知道你还放不下，偶尔也有想提起的念头，但在我面前你还是选择了往心里憋，因为你知道你告诉我后我会一直在说一直怎样，一直胡思乱想。

但其实有时候我保持沉默只是为了想让你忘记它，毕竟她也不是什么好的东西，我们一定要相信 “人在做，天在看”，上帝一定会帮我们，她必定会得到报应，有时候看到别人那样我们也管不着那么多，他爱怎样就怎样，随便她要怎么做。

妈~~~好戏还在后头，现在你可以看到她是怎样对待别人的，幸好你是离开得早，不然你会更痛苦。这一切就让它结束吧!我们会一直陪着你的。你也不必一直担心了。 =')


#拭目以待#

2013年的第一次更新

其实有很多心里话想说出来，可是不知要怎么说

所以选择了记载在这里

今年的我天真的以为新的一年，新的开始，就是有新的事情会让自己更开心

原来这一切都只是一场梦，这一场梦来的很突然

我又回到了4年前的那个我，真的好辛苦

无论什么方式我都无法放下，我真的不知道该怎么办

学业里的压力一天比一天增加，这么痛苦的生活，

真的很让我失控，喘不过气来，我真的很想就这样结束

加上各方面的问题，每天都遇到不同的问题

我已经没有能力再去想，去解决，去分析

到底什么是对什么是错

有时候选择无理取闹都是为了掩饰自己心里的痛

我真的很辛苦，有没有能让我不痛苦的方法?

T.T

最近的不愉快

I'd tRy mY bEst tO aPprEciAte wHat I hAvE, bUt wHat I fEEl iS I fEEl liKe jUst aPprEciAte bY A sIdE, eRm....sO....fRom tHe sTarT tiL nOw, DiD yOu aPprEciAte tHis rElatiOnsHip??oUr fRiEndsHip??

11/11/12

Just a day that full with trouble,and don't know how i gotta to settle it,just there've too much things to think,to care,to take action according to the idea that given by everyone.Until now i'm so "gek sam" with that,i really don't know what you want, what you wana me to do, how?? Don't ply me as toy,Don't lie me as a stupid please.....
I hope i really can make my own decision on it,don't try to intterupt me,spoiled my decision,i just want a simple life.

来自个人的想法

有时候，一些事解释了还是会不明白，
当自己亲身体验过才会真真明白背后的所有道理；
不要因为害怕而不去尝试，
不要因为曾经跌倒就不敢再爬起来，
人生的道路还有很长，
而我们也应该往前看，而不是往后看，
不尝试何来的进步?
不曾失败何来的成功?
这就是人生，
人活着在这个世界地球上，
就得经过这些，
这样生活才会精彩，
人生道路才会像彩虹一样的七彩缤纷，
不要从一开始就认定了自己，
只要努力就会成功，
没有一个活在地球上的孩子不必努力就能成功的，
所以无论做什么事情，
都要先设定目标，
同时也要以诚恳的心对待，
诚实的心面对，
遵守信用诺言，
遵守约定好的时间，
这样才能迈向成功的那一步。

28/8/2012的心情

今天心情一团糟。我很后悔也很失望，做了那个决定，对不起被伤害的你们，世界变了，社会变了，人们也变了，凡事不能只看外表，要彻底看透才能定论，不然后果会不堪设想。