02052013

You don't understand what's going on there.....And you don't even understand my thinking,i had tried to explain to you,but you still the same,you don't understand,until sometimes i felt tired to explain to you anymore,it's very tiring you know??Sometimes i choose to be silently doesn't meant that i don't willing to tell you but because of i know you won't understand what i'm trying to explain to you,i don't to make the relationship between us become more worse....
I'm very appreciate you as my family,as my mum...Yes!of cause i'm so love you but doesn't meant that i don't have my own opinion in everything.....I live for myself and try the best for my ow future of cause...I know you just want to see all of us success but please don't try to control all that,don't try to control us where we have to go....Sometimes maybe you're right but sometimes you're not,everything have to be try,and if you keep controlling it's just will be more stress on me.....

Ya,i confess that i'm very playful,but doesn't meant that i'm not responsible,i just don't want to make myself stress and spoiled all the things that i'm doing......Doing a work without stress is better than everthing....maybe it would become better but not perfect,nothing is perfect.......But..at least i had tried to do the best and produce the best....Everything...we have to understand it deeply....don't only judge a book by that cover.....because not everyone would show their achievement,so please just observe it deeply.....Don't try to complaint on what people had done without understanding everything.....